A letter from the heart Vol 1.1

Dear you,

From the day I met you I knew that something big had happened, it was almost like I knew my life was about to start here. The one I was living was only in preparation for you.

It started out like a normal day for me, feeding the kids, doing laundry and cleaning.  I remember I was not feeling very well. It was partly being under-appreciated, part having horrible back pain that just would not go away.

I went upstairs to lay down and thought why not go on my computer and check out what was going on, on Facebook. I was not a big fan of social media and rarely logged in but I was so glad I did that day. I will never know what drew me to do this but whatever higher power it was I have you to thank for giving me the most precious gift. That gift is you my love.

My eye was immediately drawn to the very handsome man who Facebook were suggesting me to friend. I felt my heart skip a beat, butterflies in my tummy, I knew I had to find out everything about this man. This man was you.  I hit the add friend button and shut my computer down, I laugh about this now it is not like you could see me blush or know I was panicking, or feel the excitement I was experiencing at the thought of you accepting.

Two hours later after having a nap with a very vivid dream of my grandmother telling me not to ignore the signs, big change was coming, she often came to me in my dreams around this time as you now know. I logged back into Facebook, you had accepted my friend request and sent me a message. Your message simply said “Hi, do I know you???” With shaky hands I wrote back, “Hi, yes I believe we have not met in person but somehow I think we do.” You immediately wrote me back and that day we talked for 4 hours. I just had to know everything about you and I felt very strongly the feeling was mutual.

That day was the start of our very crazy journey together. July 11, 2009.

When I look back now I can see everything we went through was necessary for us to become the people we are today. I am so thankful for you. We have been through the worst of times and the best of times. We made a promise to each other on that very first day that we were going to stay in contact no matter what, be there for one another. The good, the bad and the ugly we said we would share it all.

Now we both know what happened after that meant we could not always fulfill that promise to each other. There were many twists and turns that we were naive to. Would I change things no, do I wish that somethings did not happen yes.

This is only the beginning my love, the start of us, the story of us.

Love you to the moon and back!

Me xx


The above is a excerpt from the beginning of my journey, I hope you enjoy reading and will follow my story. Please do not hesitate to contact me for more help with any of the above or any of my other blogs, I always strive to answer every email. direct message or Facebook inbox.


© Carol Mary 2016