Twin Flame Journey: Innodley & Gaby”
Since today is April 10th, 2016 and my journey did NOT start today, I'll recap for you.
It all started in November of 2013. I was on POF [plenty of fish] replying to a couple of messages from potential "mates" supposedly. After replying, I saw his picture so I go on his profile. It wasn't too long, nor short but it was meaningful to me. We were both seeking the same thing on POF at the time. A quote he had on his profile stood out to me. I decided to ask him about it. We started talking and I spoke to him as if I knew him for a long time. We then exchanged numbers and called each other the next day and honestly, it was beautiful.
We spoke about everything under the moon and the stars. I have never felt so comfortable with another person and able to talk about anything and everything. Our conversation lasted hours and hours! We had SO MUCH to talk about! He told me that he has never been on the phone with someone THAT long. I did appreciate that, but I was so used to hearing guys say that to me.
We decided to meet. As soon as we met I thought "well, he's attractive.” Our first time meeting felt like we had known each other forever. I was so comfortable around him that I gave him a compliment. I don't give compliments out so easily. especially if I don't feel that you deserve it. He reciprocated on the compliment said thank you, and "you look nice also,” which I treasured deeply.
I began noticing "weird" things from my point of view at the time. I noticed that he can't make an immediate decision on choosing what he wants to eat, like I do! All I could do was stare at him, while he was being a typical guy and staring at the basketball game on the T.V. We conversate, laugh and enjoy each other's company. As we are heading home, I started feeling attached to him, which I decided to ignore. I hesitated on leaving him. I was looking at him, and said "Ok, it was nice meeting you. Thank you for coming. I look forward to seeing you again." He reciprocated the sentiment. I could feel he wanted to kiss me so I told him he could. As I started to kiss him, the kiss only got DEEPER and DEEPER with more PASSION as it goes. It was like fireworks! I swear!! I have NEVER EVER EVER in my whole life experienced such a deep and passionate kiss from anyone before him. We just held each other with neither of us wanting to let go.
After that day, I purposely told myself "Gaby, look you just met this guy DO NOT allow yourself to fall in love with him so fast." We continued talking on the phone, texting, and spending time together. I noticed the sacrifice that he started to make to spend time with me. He came to see me after getting off work no matter how late at night or how tired he was. We went to the beach, chilled in the car, and did several things together. BUT we NEVER had sex! That's what intrigued me about him, he never pushed me to have sex with him or made any sort of move on me at all. It got me curious to learn more about him.
As we spent more time together, I started losing control of how I felt for him. I was soo confused. I had no idea what I was feeling for that guy. I tried to analyze it; it wasn't love because I felt love before and what I feel is not a feeling of love. Neither was it lust, because we had not had sex yet or anything. I never told him how I felt. I loved how he never judged me and helped me opened my eyes to things that I missed while on my personal journey. He was the best friend I never had. Whenever I felt sad or anything, all I had to do was shoot him a text, he'd reply and make me feel better.
Whenever I was with him, all my troubles melted away and it seemed like it was just us in the world. When he had to move, he came to say goodbye to me. No one has done that for me before! I felt like he truly cared for me. I was deeply saddened once he told me that he was moving. I felt as if I'm gonna lose my best friend. He told me that he did not want to lose contact with me. We still kept in contact after he moved. We spoke on the phone and he did come and visit me a couple of times. We ended up having sex because I wanted to experience that part with him. By that time, I was head over heals for him.
Then he disappeared. This broke my heart. I was first confused about why he left. I didn't understand why he just disappeared without a word. I started getting worried. I thought, "what if he got hurt?" I called his phone and text him, but I never received a response. I started getting upset at myself because I wondered why I allowed this shit to happen to me again!!! All sorts of thoughts started running through my mind. I had no sort of connection with him. The only way of communication I had with him has vanished. I felt like I lost him and was never gonna find him. That's what hurt me the most. The exact thing I was afraid of happened. I had to figure out a way to gain understanding of where he was and what happened. I needed closure!
I had to rely on the internet because that's all I had at this point to find him. I only knew how to spell his last name and PRONOUNCE his first name, but never knew how to spell it. I start searching for several ways to write his first name. I start googling all sorts of variations of spelling for his first name. I wasn't able to find anything. I was not going to give up, because I was so determined to get closure. After much research, I ended up finding his address. Although I hesitated on paying him an unannounced visit, I decided to! I was super nervous about it, but it was decided. I met his dad & asked for him. He came out, we spoke a little. I was so happy to see him safe and in one piece. That gave me comfort inside, but I was still lost about why the hell he left. That day, I gave him my number and he said he would call. I waited and I didn't hear from him. I sent him a letter to his home apologizing for coming to his house unannounced, but I had no choice because I was worried about him and needed closure. I once again gave him my new number and my address, but he never called nor did he come visit.
Until one day, his kik name appeared on my phone. I messaged him all nervous. and no reply. So, I went on google and looked up his kik username and I was able to find his Facebook, twitter, etc. I decided to message him on Facebook and no reply. I friend requested him because I thought maybe the message when to the “other” folder, but he never accepted. I randomly went on his facebook page as I missed him. and one day ... BAMN!! I was freaking blocked!!! I felt like he slapped me in the face! I was like ... damn you! That's a slap in the face for me. I was hurt, but I realized that I was not mad at him! I couldn't get mad at him. No matter what he did, I had decided I wouldn't hold a grudge against him nor would I get upset with him.
After realizing that I was blocked I tried erasing him from my heart and mind, but I found it impossible. He would pop into my mind at random times. That's when I started researching what I felt for him and why he would pop up in my head at random moments throughout the day. This is when I found the term twin flame and realized that is what we were.
He eventually unblocked me so I jumped on that opportunity and added him. I was first of all, shocked that I was unblocked and wondered why I was, and he accepted my request. So, after he accepted, I messaged him and he told me the reason why he left with no warning and it was NOT because of me! I knew why at the time after all my reading on twin flames, but I wanted to know his version of it. We spoke and it was comforting because I finally got the closure that I needed. I felt comfort that we're now connected again even if it was only Facebook. I randomly messaged him asking him how he is to make sure that he was ok, and just a simple hello. and now, we don't talk.
I can honestly say that I have grown through understanding and learning more and more about twin flames. Our "separation" is only an illusion. We're still connected mentally and through the heart and ONE DAY ... we will reunite. But for now, we must both learn and grow. Until then, all I can do is learn what life has to teach me, grow and send him love telepathically.
Since today is April 10th, 2016 and my journey did NOT start today, I'll recap for you.
It all started in November of 2013. I was on POF [plenty of fish] replying to a couple of messages from potential "mates" supposedly. After replying, I saw his picture so I go on his profile. It wasn't too long, nor short but it was meaningful to me. We were both seeking the same thing on POF at the time. A quote he had on his profile stood out to me. I decided to ask him about it. We started talking and I spoke to him as if I knew him for a long time. We then exchanged numbers and called each other the next day and honestly, it was beautiful.
We spoke about everything under the moon and the stars. I have never felt so comfortable with another person and able to talk about anything and everything. Our conversation lasted hours and hours! We had SO MUCH to talk about! He told me that he has never been on the phone with someone THAT long. I did appreciate that, but I was so used to hearing guys say that to me.
We decided to meet. As soon as we met I thought "well, he's attractive.” Our first time meeting felt like we had known each other forever. I was so comfortable around him that I gave him a compliment. I don't give compliments out so easily. especially if I don't feel that you deserve it. He reciprocated on the compliment said thank you, and "you look nice also,” which I treasured deeply.
I began noticing "weird" things from my point of view at the time. I noticed that he can't make an immediate decision on choosing what he wants to eat, like I do! All I could do was stare at him, while he was being a typical guy and staring at the basketball game on the T.V. We conversate, laugh and enjoy each other's company. As we are heading home, I started feeling attached to him, which I decided to ignore. I hesitated on leaving him. I was looking at him, and said "Ok, it was nice meeting you. Thank you for coming. I look forward to seeing you again." He reciprocated the sentiment. I could feel he wanted to kiss me so I told him he could. As I started to kiss him, the kiss only got DEEPER and DEEPER with more PASSION as it goes. It was like fireworks! I swear!! I have NEVER EVER EVER in my whole life experienced such a deep and passionate kiss from anyone before him. We just held each other with neither of us wanting to let go.
After that day, I purposely told myself "Gaby, look you just met this guy DO NOT allow yourself to fall in love with him so fast." We continued talking on the phone, texting, and spending time together. I noticed the sacrifice that he started to make to spend time with me. He came to see me after getting off work no matter how late at night or how tired he was. We went to the beach, chilled in the car, and did several things together. BUT we NEVER had sex! That's what intrigued me about him, he never pushed me to have sex with him or made any sort of move on me at all. It got me curious to learn more about him.
As we spent more time together, I started losing control of how I felt for him. I was soo confused. I had no idea what I was feeling for that guy. I tried to analyze it; it wasn't love because I felt love before and what I feel is not a feeling of love. Neither was it lust, because we had not had sex yet or anything. I never told him how I felt. I loved how he never judged me and helped me opened my eyes to things that I missed while on my personal journey. He was the best friend I never had. Whenever I felt sad or anything, all I had to do was shoot him a text, he'd reply and make me feel better.
Whenever I was with him, all my troubles melted away and it seemed like it was just us in the world. When he had to move, he came to say goodbye to me. No one has done that for me before! I felt like he truly cared for me. I was deeply saddened once he told me that he was moving. I felt as if I'm gonna lose my best friend. He told me that he did not want to lose contact with me. We still kept in contact after he moved. We spoke on the phone and he did come and visit me a couple of times. We ended up having sex because I wanted to experience that part with him. By that time, I was head over heals for him.
Then he disappeared. This broke my heart. I was first confused about why he left. I didn't understand why he just disappeared without a word. I started getting worried. I thought, "what if he got hurt?" I called his phone and text him, but I never received a response. I started getting upset at myself because I wondered why I allowed this shit to happen to me again!!! All sorts of thoughts started running through my mind. I had no sort of connection with him. The only way of communication I had with him has vanished. I felt like I lost him and was never gonna find him. That's what hurt me the most. The exact thing I was afraid of happened. I had to figure out a way to gain understanding of where he was and what happened. I needed closure!
I had to rely on the internet because that's all I had at this point to find him. I only knew how to spell his last name and PRONOUNCE his first name, but never knew how to spell it. I start searching for several ways to write his first name. I start googling all sorts of variations of spelling for his first name. I wasn't able to find anything. I was not going to give up, because I was so determined to get closure. After much research, I ended up finding his address. Although I hesitated on paying him an unannounced visit, I decided to! I was super nervous about it, but it was decided. I met his dad & asked for him. He came out, we spoke a little. I was so happy to see him safe and in one piece. That gave me comfort inside, but I was still lost about why the hell he left. That day, I gave him my number and he said he would call. I waited and I didn't hear from him. I sent him a letter to his home apologizing for coming to his house unannounced, but I had no choice because I was worried about him and needed closure. I once again gave him my new number and my address, but he never called nor did he come visit.
Until one day, his kik name appeared on my phone. I messaged him all nervous. and no reply. So, I went on google and looked up his kik username and I was able to find his Facebook, twitter, etc. I decided to message him on Facebook and no reply. I friend requested him because I thought maybe the message when to the “other” folder, but he never accepted. I randomly went on his facebook page as I missed him. and one day ... BAMN!! I was freaking blocked!!! I felt like he slapped me in the face! I was like ... damn you! That's a slap in the face for me. I was hurt, but I realized that I was not mad at him! I couldn't get mad at him. No matter what he did, I had decided I wouldn't hold a grudge against him nor would I get upset with him.
After realizing that I was blocked I tried erasing him from my heart and mind, but I found it impossible. He would pop into my mind at random times. That's when I started researching what I felt for him and why he would pop up in my head at random moments throughout the day. This is when I found the term twin flame and realized that is what we were.
He eventually unblocked me so I jumped on that opportunity and added him. I was first of all, shocked that I was unblocked and wondered why I was, and he accepted my request. So, after he accepted, I messaged him and he told me the reason why he left with no warning and it was NOT because of me! I knew why at the time after all my reading on twin flames, but I wanted to know his version of it. We spoke and it was comforting because I finally got the closure that I needed. I felt comfort that we're now connected again even if it was only Facebook. I randomly messaged him asking him how he is to make sure that he was ok, and just a simple hello. and now, we don't talk.
I can honestly say that I have grown through understanding and learning more and more about twin flames. Our "separation" is only an illusion. We're still connected mentally and through the heart and ONE DAY ... we will reunite. But for now, we must both learn and grow. Until then, all I can do is learn what life has to teach me, grow and send him love telepathically.
Not all twin flames meet face to face first! – By Kamille L.
I met my twin flame online and we became friends. When we began to interact online, I knew there was something special about him, but I couldn’t really understand it at first. At that time, I didn’t know what a twin flame was. It was when he began to flirt with me and ask me about myself, I wondered if there was something special about our connection. As I considered not pursuing talking to him, I felt like it was the wrong decision in my soul. I asked myself the question many times how can you feel this way about someone you have never met or even touched…. Now I know for sure there is such connections and many more people than I realized are in this situation, eventually I found out thanks to Carol Mary, this man is my twin flame.
I remember the first time he told me he was falling for me, he couldn’t explain why and how he felt this way, he just did and no explanation was needed. I sent him a song and a poem then and told him that I too always felt this way about him and was ready to share it with him.
Although we haven't in person, we interact daily with supportive and loving messages for each other. Our love grows stronger and deeper and more loving every single day. We are in a long distance relationship, but with the help of technology we are able to share our lives. We spend time together about 3 times a week, online chatting, sharing meals, and talking about our lives and what we’ve been doing. We are so comfortable with one another and feel that we can tell each other anything. We also call each other at night sometimes as well just to spend some private time being close to each other and also because we want to fall asleep together.
We’re getting to know each other slowly and I’ve never met anyone like him, the opposite of me, yet so alike in many ways. How we look at the world, how we love to think about things and find fun in small things. We love the same music and love to cook. We have so many things to balance to each other. We have talked about making time to meet and plans are in the works for that. We haven’t spoken of what this connection really is but we both know it’s very special and something that many people will never have with someone.
Of course it is not all happy times for us, we do fight and when we do they are out of this world, I have never had arguments like this with any other man in my life, so intense and he runs for days. You rely on a lot of technology to help you connect and sometimes you lose the intent behind words. Also due to not being able to be physically together, it can cause doubt and frustrations because you long to want to hold and be held. We try not to fight, but it does happen. We are learning lessons from each other when this happens
This has been a life changing journey for me. I’ve learned more about myself in this journey than with any other relationship in my life. I also know that all my previous relationships taught me things and prepared me for my twin for that I am grateful.
I am blessed and grateful to have this love and this man in my life. He has shown me that I am worthy of a love this strong, this pure, this eternal. I can’t wait to meet him face to face and feel the feelings we have now when it happens.
Who knows the future will hold but I am excited to see and interested to see where this journey will take me!!
P.s. a quick note to Carol Mary, thanks for everything, all your help and guidance and helping me realize this connection is a twin flame relationship. Thank you and I am glad to know you and be working with you. People she is amazing!
I met my twin flame online and we became friends. When we began to interact online, I knew there was something special about him, but I couldn’t really understand it at first. At that time, I didn’t know what a twin flame was. It was when he began to flirt with me and ask me about myself, I wondered if there was something special about our connection. As I considered not pursuing talking to him, I felt like it was the wrong decision in my soul. I asked myself the question many times how can you feel this way about someone you have never met or even touched…. Now I know for sure there is such connections and many more people than I realized are in this situation, eventually I found out thanks to Carol Mary, this man is my twin flame.
I remember the first time he told me he was falling for me, he couldn’t explain why and how he felt this way, he just did and no explanation was needed. I sent him a song and a poem then and told him that I too always felt this way about him and was ready to share it with him.
Although we haven't in person, we interact daily with supportive and loving messages for each other. Our love grows stronger and deeper and more loving every single day. We are in a long distance relationship, but with the help of technology we are able to share our lives. We spend time together about 3 times a week, online chatting, sharing meals, and talking about our lives and what we’ve been doing. We are so comfortable with one another and feel that we can tell each other anything. We also call each other at night sometimes as well just to spend some private time being close to each other and also because we want to fall asleep together.
We’re getting to know each other slowly and I’ve never met anyone like him, the opposite of me, yet so alike in many ways. How we look at the world, how we love to think about things and find fun in small things. We love the same music and love to cook. We have so many things to balance to each other. We have talked about making time to meet and plans are in the works for that. We haven’t spoken of what this connection really is but we both know it’s very special and something that many people will never have with someone.
Of course it is not all happy times for us, we do fight and when we do they are out of this world, I have never had arguments like this with any other man in my life, so intense and he runs for days. You rely on a lot of technology to help you connect and sometimes you lose the intent behind words. Also due to not being able to be physically together, it can cause doubt and frustrations because you long to want to hold and be held. We try not to fight, but it does happen. We are learning lessons from each other when this happens
This has been a life changing journey for me. I’ve learned more about myself in this journey than with any other relationship in my life. I also know that all my previous relationships taught me things and prepared me for my twin for that I am grateful.
I am blessed and grateful to have this love and this man in my life. He has shown me that I am worthy of a love this strong, this pure, this eternal. I can’t wait to meet him face to face and feel the feelings we have now when it happens.
Who knows the future will hold but I am excited to see and interested to see where this journey will take me!!
P.s. a quick note to Carol Mary, thanks for everything, all your help and guidance and helping me realize this connection is a twin flame relationship. Thank you and I am glad to know you and be working with you. People she is amazing!
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