The saying of “Love comes when you least expect it” is very true. Your Twin comes in your life when you are at a low point and/or a difficult time of your life. This was the case when I met my twin. From the very beginning of our meeting we could communicate with ease. It was almost eerie how well we got along. It felt like I was talking to someone who I have known for a very long time.
Now of course there was flirting and cute texting, but no matter how well we talked it seemed like this was not going anywhere. We would make dates and something would always occur to cause him to cancel. Of course since we didn't know each other, I didn't really take it very seriously. In most situations, I would never even look twice in that direction,or even entertained any idea of future dates if this happened but there was this crazy bond. There was this unbelievable attraction and this magnetic pull towards each other.
We would text, occasionally talk, but what I couldn't understand that I could feel him. I could tell if he was sad, or happy. But once again, our dates never came to be. There was always excuse, always something that would stop us from spending time together. At one point we stopped communicating for some time. During that period, I could feel him, I could smell him, I could smell the cigarette smoke, his laundry detergent, his soap. etc. This was about the time, I started to learn about Twin Flame. Something that I heard about but I never expected to be part of it.
Maybe 2 months later, I started to get texts from him again. And once again, we picked up like we never stopped talking. But this time the intensity of our connection had increased. There was longing to talk to him, to hear from him, to be with him. He couldn't understand what was happening either. He started to question the connection. Why he felt the way he did. Why he had that need to contact me, when he was sad, when he was upset. Then our connection started to escalate even more. I felt in love. I felt loved. I felt like I have never felt before. The very first time we were intimate, the very first time we spend a night together we both felt like we were connected like never before and our feelings were truly out of this world.
But this was not normal relationship. We have very intense feelings. The more we talk and get closer, he begins to question and pulls back. This is when I realized he was the “runner.” Which caused me to start to question what was going on and why?
I felt the unbelievable connection, the most intense feelings and the most amazing sexual experience, but at the same time, I had broken dates, no calls, and unanswered texts. I had confusion and doubts. Over and over. This is when I met Carol and the world of Twin Flames.
Working with this amazing Lady has taught me so much. First and foremost I learned how to let go, to start working on myself. I learned that everything I feel, he feels, everything he thinks will cross my mind as well. I learned not to get upset when he "breaks" our dates, I learned to laugh at his running. I learned to not take his karmic relationships and girls who fight over him and his attention seriously. I learned that even if he "runs" it's only temporary because each time he always came back.
I developed a sarcastic sense of humor when it comes to him. I learned to stand up to him and laugh and joke when he is acting up. Now I can almost make fun of his idiotic karmic "girlfriends" who are fighting so hard to be more.
Carol has done so much for me. She lets me vent when I need to, or cry, or complain, or give her the latest updates on our communication, or what's going on with the crazy ex girlfriends. She helps me learn how to deal with him and myself. Carol always gives me the best feedback and advice. We talk about different approaches and techniques to communicate better between my twin and I. And each time, I felt more confident and more honored to be part of this amazing journey. I have learned how to protect my heart and not to get so hurt and upset when things don't go the way I want, or how to appreciate when they do. Working with this Angel I learned how to accept myself, I learned how to LOVE myself, something that still I'm working on and most likely will continue to the rest of my life. The confidence this lady has showed me and the acceptance of what has happened to me and why, what lessons I can learn and what lessons I can teach others.
I could not do it alone. Carol has not only become my confidant but also my friend. I could not ask for better gift.
© Carol Mary 2016
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